All My endeavors remain in vain
Apathetic and teeming with pain
Weighed down void of any shame
Let downs and failures surround me.
Feeling like I'm quarantined
like a spread fucking disease. only infecting me.
I can't fucking breathe
ROADBLOCK
A fucking blindfold strapped and fasted on your face
The antichrist feeds on the ignorant and weak
As the empire rules with an iron fist of thieves
And youve been so disillusioned with your life to see the roadblock staring you in the face
Banking in on paranoia they herd you in like fucking sheep
You've been decieved as you fall to your knees. The end of times is fueled by their greed
ill set your fucking faith to flames and show the world the error of their hierarchy
STREAMING A FILE OF BULLSHIT
A fucking distortion.your monitors just a blur. youve been decieved and fooled.
left out of your own loop. led astray its time to stop. grow the fuck up
My generation. Vultures prey upon persuasion. No confrontation. Only alienation. Streaming fables. Unhook me from these cables.
QUICKSAND
Bust it! Always sinking!
If I could show you the rest of my faith...
Left in humanity you'd see nothing
Look past the fake fucking smiles and what you'll end up with is emptiness
In the pit of a city where the leeches fucking crawl
Puppets on a single string
Subject to one master, treated like pawns
Brought up in a world full of bliss
Only to end up watching the quicksand
They tried to harbor hope and acceptance
I ended up with anger and bitterness
DEPARTURE
Human filth you have all destroyed the only things ill ever love
I can't stand one thing that's near
Feeling only fear
Maladjusted and disgusted by plagues and fucked up ways
A curse I love to bear that worsens each passing day
The scum that I've seen has left me dead inside
A disgusting generation and I can only pray for genocide
With passion clenched in one fist and anger tightened in the other
I wrap my grip around their throats and watch the filth get smothered
Drowning in the truth, cringing at the sight of what they'll be till their coffins pile to these putrid skies
This is departure
So as I burn the last bridges that lead to this infected island
I take my lst look back and can't help but smile
Cause while you're all shouting agony and cryying for help
Ill watch it burn to the ground knowing there's hope for myself
GRIEVANCES
Not really feeling like myself today
My mind is cloudy and every cloud is gray
Not really knowing how much more I can take
Keep your distance stay the fuck away from me
I've seen these stories all before
My brain is rotting to its core
And all I see is misery
The weight of this world is killing me
I can't stand any fucking one
Someone tell me what I've become
telling me to get a fucking clue
Let me be me and you be you
Fed to the dogs and casted away
I bear only hate.
Don't fucking touch me
Keep your distance
I'm no longer adjusting
YOUR TEARS COME FROM YOUR FAUCET
Just fucking die
Fuck you
Piece of shit
Waste of space
You're a fucking fake
What are you crying for
I can't take this whining anymore
I could care less our only difference is you won't admit it
24 hour suicide watch 24 hours no care at all
Fuck you piece of shit
Mourning and pain all in vain
Just fucking die your life passed you by
Societys well is running dry
Our youth went straight to hell
1)REVOLT.
When everything feels like its fallen apart
We are the ones who push through the disease
Sift through the rubble, pick up where we left off.
We bring the leaders to their fucking. Knees.
Mouths full of fire. And hearts full of hate
Take your outlook from the fucking debris
Kids these days haven't a clue
They need some help. They need a fucking noose
I need your opinion like I need another friend
The arrogance that fills the air has me at my wits end
the space you waste no longer suits me
I'm totally drained we can't be saved the genration of today
Fuels my
Fucking hate
2)PRODIGAL SON
Noone could tell that we even share blood
The fucking face a mother couldn't love
I've become the devils advocate
I've become nothing but a piece of shit
Test tube reccomended. Failure approved.
How could you love something like me?
I keep missing the footsteps of my polar opposite
You're fucking insults were the only encouragement
I couldn't be what you wanted me to be
I couldn't be what you needed me to be
And I'm not sorry for not being your clone. This isnt family. this isn't my home.
When everything feels like its fallen apart
We are the ones who push through the disease
Sift through the rubble, pick up where we left off.
We bring the leaders to their fucking. Knees.
Mouths full of fire. And hearts full of hate
Take your outlook from the fucking debris
Kids these days haven't a clue
They need some help. They need a fucking noose
I need your opinion like I need another friend
The arrogance that fills the air has me at my wits end
the space you waste no longer suits me
I'm totally drained we can't be saved the genration of today
Fuels my
Fucking hate
2)PRODIGAL SON
Noone could tell that we even share blood
The fucking face a mother couldn't love
I've become the devils advocate
I've become nothing but a piece of shit
Test tube reccomended. Failure approved.
How could you love something like me?
I keep missing the footsteps of my polar opposite
You're fucking insults were the only encouragement
I couldn't be what you wanted me to be
I couldn't be what you needed me to be
And I'm not sorry for not being your clone. This isnt family. this isn't my home.
3)TEENAGE NIGHTMARE
These fucking kids
They just want shit
They just take shit
"I'm totally drained of any dreams
Why care about shit when the worlds handed to me
I've been so fed up with this life that I have
cause my mommy didn't buy me that new prada bag"
Is that too fuckin bad? Lifes too fuckin bad
You boys and girls need some fucking manners
How the fuck could you whine with all those silver platters
While the rest just get by with what they struggle for
you just keep complaining that you need more and more
The wasted youth the unseen truths
While plagues run rampant in the streets
Put your poison on pedestals peel back the wool
And you'll fucking see
These Spoiled fucking selfish kids who just can't learn what a book is
The grass gets greener everyday. As they kill themselves and waste away
Pass the buck
In their teenage nightmare
This place will never be the same while my head always hangs in shame
I wish you could see life outside diamond eyes.
Where there's actual pain and gray fucking skies.
Where my grass doesent get any fucking greener
When you despise the majority and the minority is 4
When your only time of true happiness is screaming on a floor
In a room full of kids who share one thing they love
And were not these fucking cliques whose main concern are cars and drugs
Because the pain that you and I feel
Are worlds apart
When you're alone in a room of your peers
With just a cold heart. Just don't start
4)BRANCH OFF
Leave hardcore as hardcore
Leave hardcore where it belongs
Leave hardcore the fuck alone
Hardcore was never meant to branch off
All of you You stupid fuckin kids
You'll never be one us
Its about the fuckin message
Not genres and fronts
When its all said and done
This is what we live for
When its all said and done
Hardcores just hardcore
5)FIND A PULSE
Self loathing
And loathing for the rest
What happened to the boy they knew?
My lifes a fucking mess
No fucking paths but a dark and deserted one
When I look back I can't be proud of one thing that I've done
Im breaking mirrors cause i hate what i see
it seems like all those years of bad luck are finally catching up to me
The cold reality is all that's in store
I've already wasted so much time so why waste anymore Fuck
What's the fucking point
When all I've seen is pain
And now I'm just so numb to everyone and everything
I've become my own worst enemy
From being trapped inside this question game I play
I need some time to myself
Maybe I work better alone
This world has made me so cold
I need some answers. I need to know
What's the point?
While the rest are at the top my mind remains in the gutter
I just pray for it all to stop. Ive made a hole i cant cover
im digging deeper, im never leaving.
this is my grave, and noones greaving
I just keep searching I'm left with nothing. I'm fucking nothing.
6)FEEL THE PRESSURE
An age old story a likely excuse
You're so fucking scared and you know its the truth
You crave acceptance more than your addicitions
The domino effect it never fucking ends.
You were just trying to fit in
You just wanted to try new things
You were just trying to fit in
And now you're being fitted for your grave
Real friends don't kill friends
Put the pressure to an end
You can't find yourself when you're brain dead
Why don't you just flex your head
There's no point in trying to fit in
Eyes on the prize. Look straight ahead
You've been fooled over and over again
Now you're hooked. Now you need your fix
Its so pathetic
I just want you to understand
Now I won't even extend my hand
You can't take the fucking pressure
Ill never feel the fucking pressure
BLEGH!
7)SHOOT THE MESSANGER
Shut the fuck up
Noone cares what you have to say
None of it makes sense anyway
My lifes been your favorite topic
You're "facts" are lies so just fuckin drop it.
8)STRENGTH AND STABILITY
I'm angry I'm stressed
Frustrated depressed
A failed perfectionist
No compassion; theres just unrest
Look through the lines
What did you find?
Living life is denied
I'm dying inside
Dying inside
Stability is never an option
When there arent better days on the horizon
When every morning there's no strength
To face these nights I spend hoping for the end
When every night is spent hoping for the end
They just want shit
They just take shit
"I'm totally drained of any dreams
Why care about shit when the worlds handed to me
I've been so fed up with this life that I have
cause my mommy didn't buy me that new prada bag"
Is that too fuckin bad? Lifes too fuckin bad
You boys and girls need some fucking manners
How the fuck could you whine with all those silver platters
While the rest just get by with what they struggle for
you just keep complaining that you need more and more
The wasted youth the unseen truths
While plagues run rampant in the streets
Put your poison on pedestals peel back the wool
And you'll fucking see
These Spoiled fucking selfish kids who just can't learn what a book is
The grass gets greener everyday. As they kill themselves and waste away
Pass the buck
In their teenage nightmare
This place will never be the same while my head always hangs in shame
I wish you could see life outside diamond eyes.
Where there's actual pain and gray fucking skies.
Where my grass doesent get any fucking greener
When you despise the majority and the minority is 4
When your only time of true happiness is screaming on a floor
In a room full of kids who share one thing they love
And were not these fucking cliques whose main concern are cars and drugs
Because the pain that you and I feel
Are worlds apart
When you're alone in a room of your peers
With just a cold heart. Just don't start
4)BRANCH OFF
Leave hardcore as hardcore
Leave hardcore where it belongs
Leave hardcore the fuck alone
Hardcore was never meant to branch off
All of you You stupid fuckin kids
You'll never be one us
Its about the fuckin message
Not genres and fronts
When its all said and done
This is what we live for
When its all said and done
Hardcores just hardcore
5)FIND A PULSE
Self loathing
And loathing for the rest
What happened to the boy they knew?
My lifes a fucking mess
No fucking paths but a dark and deserted one
When I look back I can't be proud of one thing that I've done
Im breaking mirrors cause i hate what i see
it seems like all those years of bad luck are finally catching up to me
The cold reality is all that's in store
I've already wasted so much time so why waste anymore Fuck
What's the fucking point
When all I've seen is pain
And now I'm just so numb to everyone and everything
I've become my own worst enemy
From being trapped inside this question game I play
I need some time to myself
Maybe I work better alone
This world has made me so cold
I need some answers. I need to know
What's the point?
While the rest are at the top my mind remains in the gutter
I just pray for it all to stop. Ive made a hole i cant cover
im digging deeper, im never leaving.
this is my grave, and noones greaving
I just keep searching I'm left with nothing. I'm fucking nothing.
6)FEEL THE PRESSURE
An age old story a likely excuse
You're so fucking scared and you know its the truth
You crave acceptance more than your addicitions
The domino effect it never fucking ends.
You were just trying to fit in
You just wanted to try new things
You were just trying to fit in
And now you're being fitted for your grave
Real friends don't kill friends
Put the pressure to an end
You can't find yourself when you're brain dead
Why don't you just flex your head
There's no point in trying to fit in
Eyes on the prize. Look straight ahead
You've been fooled over and over again
Now you're hooked. Now you need your fix
Its so pathetic
I just want you to understand
Now I won't even extend my hand
You can't take the fucking pressure
Ill never feel the fucking pressure
BLEGH!
7)SHOOT THE MESSANGER
Shut the fuck up
Noone cares what you have to say
None of it makes sense anyway
My lifes been your favorite topic
You're "facts" are lies so just fuckin drop it.
8)STRENGTH AND STABILITY
I'm angry I'm stressed
Frustrated depressed
A failed perfectionist
No compassion; theres just unrest
Look through the lines
What did you find?
Living life is denied
I'm dying inside
Dying inside
Stability is never an option
When there arent better days on the horizon
When every morning there's no strength
To face these nights I spend hoping for the end
When every night is spent hoping for the end
